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2002-11-26 - 12:52 p.m. My latest musical revelation has been the brilliance of Lou Reed and in particular The Velvet Underground. Think early Rolling Stones meets Bob Dylan meets David Bowie meets early Bad Seeds. Possibly the most famous Velvet Underground song is the brutal "Heroin". It begins in a whisper, with the protagonist telling us that "I don't know just where I'm going", before building into a terrifying crescendo every time he describes a hit, then going back to a whisper as he comes back down. It scares me because even in the music I can almost feel what the junkies must be going through, and in the lyrics it's painfully obvious why they can't stop. They're disillusioned with reality and in their own little world nothing else matters. "I thank God that I'm as good as dead". I thank God that I have never felt my reality was bad enough to need to escape from it in that way. _____________________________________________________ HEROIN (from "The Velvet Underground and Nico" 1965) I don't know just where I'm going But I'm gonna try for the kingdom, if I can 'Cause it makes me feel like I'm a man When I put a spike into my vein And I'll tell ya, things aren't quite the same When I'm rushing on my run And I feel just like Jesus' son And I guess that I just don't know And I guess that I just don't know I have made the big decision I'm gonna try to nullify my life 'Cause when the blood begins to flow When it shoots up the dropper's neck When I'm closing in on death And you can't help me now, you guys And all you sweet girls with all your sweet talk You can all go take a walk And I guess that I just don't know And I guess that I just don't know I wish that I was born a thousand years ago I wish that I'd sail the darkened seas On a great big clipper ship Going from this land here to that In a sailor's suit and cap Away from the big city Where a man can not be free Of all of the evils of this town And of himself, and those around Oh, and I guess that I just don't know Oh, and I guess that I just don't know Heroin, be the death of me Heroin, it's my wife and it's my life Because a mainer to my vein Leads to a center in my head And then I'm better off and dead Because when the smack begins to flow I really don't care anymore About all the Jim-Jim's in this town And all the politicians makin' crazy sounds And everybody puttin' everybody else down And all the dead bodies piled up in mounds 'Cause when the smack begins to flow Then I really don't care anymore Ah, when the heroin is in my blood And that blood is in my head Then thank God that I'm as good as dead Then thank your God that I'm not aware And thank God that I just don't care And I guess I just don't know And I guess I just don't know � � |