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2007-03-04 - 9:04 p.m.
I think the basic reality is that it's not easy for someone in my line of work at my level to get a job in the US. Where Jo is that's basically all they do- hire people from other countries. She's working with 3 Indians, 3 Mexicans, another Aussie, and one solitary American. The other problem is that when she was in Nth Ryde she was ridiculously underpaid, and the grass really is a lot greener over there, while I'm ridiculously overpaid, and most of my logical career moves involve staying here. That said, it goes without saying that I'd rather we were in the same country. And for this year at least that same country means the US- if I'm not over there this time next year it might be a different story, but for now I want to keep my end of the bargain so to speak, and move over there with her. I really do want to move over there with her- I'm not just saying it because it's what she wats to hear or what I want my friends to hear or what I want to tell myself, but if you were to phrase it "do you really want to leave the job you have and go head first into the great unknown work-wise" you might get a different answer. The money (as in, my salary) isn't a big issue- living apart means me having to pay a whole mortgage, and Jo having to pay rent at the same time; being over there means halving the rent over there and more than doubling the rental income over here (compared to renting out the spare room to Steve)- so of course I'd take a pay cut. I'm not so keen on doing the bench work type of stuff again that the people that report to me are doing, but I could handle that if there was a job opening doing that sort of stuff that they would offer me. But they won't- when it comes to Industry they want to hire locally, I don't think it would matter if I had an American passport or Green Card- as long as I'm over here they're going to think "what's this guy got that a local hasn't?" And I'd probably think the same recruiting people at my work. Even if we took the quickie marriage path, I couldn't just become a local and then start looking- I need to still be doing this job up until I find a job over there. And we're not taking the quickie marriage path. Being in America doesn't mean *that* much to me. When we get married I want it to be with all our friends and family around, and on our terms. If I spend all this year seriously looking and find nothing, and then Jo comes back next year, I'll honestly be so happy to have her back I won't be that disappointed that I didn't make it over there. She will be- because she never got the chance to have me over there so no matter how great her job is her life isn't complete over there, and also because she wants me to experience it, but all I can do is try. Of course there are days when I just wish she was back here and we were living happily together in our apartment, hopefully in a good job for her (given the experience she's got over there) and we could start doing all this other stuff that's on the horizon. But it's a stalemate situation- if she moves back here to be with me she's more than likely giving up a good job for a lesser one, if I move over there for her I'm more than likely doing the same thing. Having said that, at some point, she will be coming back over here, and probably giving up a good job, so I really think that before that time I ought to give up my cushy job and go over there. At this point I feel like as long as the money was right, ie enough for us to pay the mortgage and still get by, and I found a job that somebody actually thought I was the right person for, I wouldn't care if I thought I was the right person for it. My biggest problem at the moment is finding any job over there that I can even get an interview for, so if I was offered one, how bad could it be? But on the other hand, I could end up going for my manager's job when he's done with it- and if I was offered that maybe I would just want to take it and have Jo back here and start living happily ever after without this whole two years in America (ie 2 years from when I get there) thing first. That's pretty much where I am at the moment.
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